Okay Butterfly out the fucking shell Wonder why I was stuck as hell Probably make real my biggest dreams Once I stop sleeping on my fucking self And blast off in the atmosphere Twirling round with some piece of mind When I come to find the entire time There was nothing that I ever had to fear With my dogs like Vladimir Eyes all over my back nigga For the day we catch a few demons slipping Line em up then attack nigga And the story just go on and on But the whole time they was telling it wrong Really the truth will blow out your mind It’s sorta like Jon Ay, never knew I was a king This what I been waiting on for my whole fucking life Used to run from demons now we run to chase the night Rainbow just hit that connection fucking nice I been down forever, bitch we finally taking flight Rainbow just hit that connection fucking nice This what I been waiting on for my whole fucking life Wait What if I’m fucked cause I wanted it all? Bigger the dream then the harder the fall All I know it’s something I’m supposed to be And I hear it too much not to answer the call Niggas is chill in the garden, but me? I’m on a quest to get over the wall Godspeed if I make an error Cause the night is dark and it’s full of terrors Crap, I think that Lucifer snapped Prime Thanos versus Cap Tighten the strap Azula lightning when I strike I was worthy off the bat Who woulda thought? Everything I need was here from the start Silence the ego and follow my heart Geronimo right at the edge You maybe could die but what if you fly? If you never go, how would you know? This what I been waiting on for my whole fucking life Used to run from demons now we run to chase the night Rainbow just hit that connection fucking nice I been down forever, bitch we finally taking flight Rainbow just hit that connection fucking nice This what I been waiting on for my whole fucking life

Can you walk with me? I hope we find the reason why we often sob, go on, cry Painful memories fuck up the vibe Though I be tryna let the time heal my mind I was once a child, I’ve gotten older Still I know I’m just a boy in God’s eyes Fill me up with wisdom and some courage Plus endurance to survive with my pride Me and Nicholas in the aqueduct Smoking weed playing Last of Us Pass the sticks more than the blunt Cause it’s mad zombies after us After like a few more tries Call it bro I’ve had enough My power level like through the roof So something there is not adding up Let’s just watch Netflix Still got so much anime to cross off my checklist Jessi on my ass, I better watch during breakfast Back then, they thought I’m sweeter than a Pop-Tart Then they threw me in a cop car I guess that make me like a rockstar Don’t get too much play but hey my momma think I’m handsome Baby when you ready why don’t you slide down to my mansion? Come hang with the Sonic Heroes: me, Michael and Jordan When I send the text she just go ghost like Danny Phantom Be a totally different story only if she knew me Oh well, honestly can’t give a fuck about no floozy My uncle said the floodgates they are real and they shall open If I have a dry spell bitch it’s only cause I’m choosey Can you walk with me? I hope we find the reason why we often sob, go on, cry Painful memories fuck up the vibe Though I be tryna let the time heal my mind I was once a child, I’ve gotten older Still I know I’m just a boy in God’s eyes Fill me up with wisdom and some courage Plus endurance to survive with my pride

Okay Riding round with the top down and the speakers blaring Only thing existed right then was that single point in time we were sharing Remember that was me and you We were stickier than glue Now you’re someone that I knew Now you’re someone that I see Only when I’m in a dream Maybe we should start anew If you don’t think so then baby girl I was just fucking around I just had some time to think about all this shit And this is just something I found People tend to grow apart When apart they grow Individuals change But should they reconvene You might be shocked to find the Relationship still the same I don’t mean boyfriend/girlfriend It’s deeper than that We were friends before that If I’m holding your hand when the world ends Or not it don’t matter to me I just said fuck it man I wanna see How you been doing But then I’m fucking around and I ruin my sanity When it comes to you it always just be like Presto Where the fuck my head go? You and me was best bros Now we never talk Well, I still hear the echoes Ever since the get-go I just wanna let go Then again I don’t Girl, shit just be like Presto Where the fuck my head go? You and me was best bros Now we never talk Well, I still hear the echoes Ever since the get-go I just wanna let go Then again I … I thought that you’d be Back by now and it’s really getting to me I’ve been Acting out all the things I’d say to you if you were At my house but you aren’t here and that’s okay with me but, tell me you agree cause you said that you’d be Back by now and it’s really getting to me I’ve been Acting out all the things I’d say to you if you were At my house but you aren’t here and that’s okay with me but, tell me you agree cause you said that you’d be And the other day I picked up the phone I was bout to call you like *brrrp* Conversation with another girl start to unfurl I’m like *skrrrt* And I think about that shit a lot (lot) Cause maybe I was supposed to not (not) Nothing is random We’re riding in tandem Then all of a sudden that Droptop came to a stop Maybe the universe wasn’t just trying to cock-block Look at the clock It’s getting late and I’m done always chasing the sun Leaving the past to find a new grass Cause baby I’m ready to grow Love likes to hold tight Maybe true love is letting go Presto Where the fuck my head go? You and me was best bros Now we never talk Well, I still hear the echoes Ever since the get-go I just wanna let go Then again I don’t Girl, shit just be like Presto Where the fuck my head go? You and me was best bros Now we never talk Well, I still hear the echoes Ever since the get-go I just wanna let go Then again I … I thought that you’d be Back by now and it’s really getting to me I’ve been Acting out all the things I’d say to you if you were At my house but you aren’t here and that’s okay with me but, tell me you agree cause you said that you’d be Back by now and it’s really getting to me I’ve been Acting out all the things I’d say to you if you were At my house but you aren’t here and that’s okay with me but, tell me you agree cause you said that you’d be

Yo Blasting through the galaxy Doing ten thousand miles an hour Lone pilgrim looking for Ramona Flowers Pray what they say about the rain hold true in outer space Cause I’m freezing in a meteor shower Black holes, aliens instantly devour He who shows any sign he’s a coward Standing on my feet using sheer willpower Screaming up at heaven something like Yo how the fuck you always know what’s best for me? Dog you ever felt like something or somebody was your destiny? Heart battling my mind, is it meant to be? But it’s a whole different path that He set for me So I promise that I never let it get to me If the journey seem bleak or unfeasible Strap in, warp drive, no rearview mirrors On a quest for a star that’s unreachable Wassup? Yo Commander Sexton: Federation Galactic Spaceman T please respond with your status Ain’t shit sweet, you may face sure defeat When you’re this balls deep navigating the planets You were on my radar, suddenly you vanished And your transmissions now coming in in Spanish Doing all we can to get you back online but In the meantime stay calm, don’t panic Stay on the course! Ay, we received some intel about Jupiter There you may find what you seek in this universe But an enemy greater than Lucifer Stands there and you can’t just shoot him first Make the Ray Gun pop like you usually do When you walk in the eye of the storm you’ll see That the real enemy all along was … Was you Transmission over

Okay let’s talk about me I just been all on my own They say someone’s what you need I got some hoes in my phone They text me so seldomly I just don’t know how this go My homies do this with ease They say just go with the flow I guess it’s all in my head My love life look like it’s dead And then I feel that shit breathe God please don’t give me no hope This shit never what it seem A “yes” turns into a “no” I fucking fall to my knees The fuck I do this before? Meanwhile what’s all in my head Please Gon’ head shoot the three Why you always freeze? Got no sympathy, yeah You know how it be You can’t even sleep She could be the one How you gonna know, yeah If you never see? Why I gotta plead? All your wildest dreams Don’t gotta be dreams, yeah Fear is what you need Do it for some peace She could be the one How you gonna know, yeah If you never see? Gon’ head shoot the three Why you always freeze? Got no sympathy, yeah You know how it be You can’t even sleep She could be the one How you gonna know, yeah If you never see? Why I gotta plead? All your wildest dreams Don’t gotta be dreams, yeah Fear is what you need Do it for some peace She could be the one How you gonna know, yeah If you never see?

Yo yo yo Twenty-three years I’m in my head Thinking bout what life is about When will I figure out I’ll never figure it out? Try not to live the whole thing in fear and in doubt And just go live it Like a lucid dream don’t it feel so vivid? It’s no negative outcomes, no limits Except the ones you place on yourself Kinda like you doing pull-ups with some weights on your belt Live and you learn through the twists and the turns Put your hand on the stove when it’s lit you get burnt First time maybe it’s an accident Do it all again then, my dear, what you get you deserve Fell to the earth and I felt so much worse In the sine wave of life I was drowning at first Then I found balance with the hills and the valleys It ain’t perfect but I learned how to surf And that’s word to my Mom Put my phone down for the night Get a break from the likes and the swipes Man that shit is so fake California dreamin’ bout where I wanna be Tell the motherfucking truth even if your voice shakes Go before you’re ready When your feet are feeling heavy It’s the perfect time to jump My nigga don’t wait Always tryna force Nature gonna run its course Every flower gotta bloom Let the earth rotate Put my phone down for the night Get a break from the likes and the swipes Man that shit is so fake California dreamin’ bout where I wanna be Tell the motherfucking truth even if your voice shakes Go before you’re ready When your feet are feeling heavy It’s the perfect time to jump My nigga don’t wait Always tryna force Nature gonna run its course Every flower gotta bloom Let the earth rotate Yo Heard once “Experience numbs pain” If that’s the case God I’ll be alright Wouldn’t be the same if I ain’t have a dark night Hop in the Evangelion, pull out the prog knife Hit you with the dagger like Luka Doncic You don’t understand it, feel it on the subconscious The cycle is repeated til the lesson isn’t needed So I’m posted in the washer machine mad nauseous RIP Sunny, RIP Blaze Shining up in heaven, through the clouds see the rays Reunited finally, I guess it took time to see the dynasty complete after all the rainy days Happiness kinda like the wind how it sways Color in the air then the sky turn to gray Couldn’t see the light in my darkest hour Okay boom, fuck it activate Star Power Me and Ramona Flowers still way far apart But hard to complain up here on this Charizard Imma just continue my search through this vast universe Til this spaceship I’m flying fall apart Yo Put my phone down for the night Get a break from the likes and the swipes Man that shit is so fake California dreamin’ bout where I wanna be Tell the motherfucking truth even if your voice shakes Go before you’re ready When your feet are feeling heavy It’s the perfect time to jump My nigga don’t wait Always tryna force Nature gonna run its course Every flower gotta bloom Let the earth rotate Put my phone down for the night Get a break from the likes and the swipes Man that shit is so fake California dreamin’ bout where I wanna be Tell the motherfucking truth even if your voice shakes Go before you’re ready When your feet are feeling heavy It’s the perfect time to jump My nigga don’t wait Always tryna force Nature gonna run its course Every flower gotta bloom Let the earth rotate Hey now So much I can say now You can’t see my face now Promise though I see yours How are you be straight now I know that it’s hard but Hey I’m not in pain now And I can be here for You in ways I never could Bet I could Help you fight these demons With my left hand tied behind my back so that it’s even Til it’s less than one I won’t fall back for any reason With love, Aunt Moe Moe And you can see me in the nighttime Just look up and I’ll be there in the sky I’m The brightest star looking at you and in my mind I ain’t gone, never left you I’m still right by By your side You can see me in the nighttime, nighttime You can see me in the nighttime, nighttime You can see me in the nighttime Just look up and I’ll be there I’ll be right by By your side Never doubt it And you can see me in the nighttime Just look up and I’ll be there in the sky I’m The brightest star looking at you and in my mind I ain’t gone, never left you I’m still right by By your side You can see me in the nighttime, nighttime You can see me in the nighttime, nighttime You can see me in the nighttime Just look up and I’ll be there I’ll be right by By your side Never doubt it

Yeah Check One two, one two Dear father, almighty author Somewhere in your story is it pages of my glory? Or am I more a tragic hero in an allegory? I been waiting on a rainbow but every day it’s pouring Raindrops rolling down my face in the morning On a starry night make a wish up on a comet That my dreams come true, put a little faith in you But it never gets there It’s all retch and no vomit That’s why I write this sonnet Scratching and I’m clawing just to reach a higher purpose Time flies quick and all this shit just make me nervous I just wanna be the greatest person I can be Some days it feel like you expect me to be perfect But I’m just confused Nothing really clicking and I don’t know what to do I could use a little direction toward some love and affection But this not the first time that I’m putting in this request Hit me back Hit me back … My son, If only you could see the pretty horizon Mind, body and spirit the Holy Trigun Is here to protect you, I never left you Why you care so much about whether people accept you? Seeking validation from others will only get you nowhere Traveling forever I know you don’t wanna go there Always feel you’re on the wrong path But any road will suffice that’s how I designed the map, so It’s funny how your faith waivers when you need it most Which is more important: getting shit or letting go? It’s some things in life I wish you would just let ‘em be When the rainbow finally connects you will know Couldn’t be mistaken Lay the boy to rest and the man he will awaken To another dream on an ultralighted beam And then maybe then he’ll understand he was never forsaken Um, it’s like an elephant giving birth It take longer than nine months but your blessing will shake the earth Down to the very core and effectively break the curse Take the pain and the suffering play it all in reverse This was written from the beginning for what it’s worth Open up your eyes, see the lies that was told Read between the lines then your life will unfold Every day you whine bout these dice that you roll Like … you must not be paying attention Your ascension long ago was predestined Your mind a weapon, use it or lose it Get up off your ass and boy fucking move it You could make a better life if you choose it But you steady abusing the gifts I gave you Specifically to save you Wondering what’s gonna be the catalyst for change Here’s a hint: remember all the tears you thought you shed in vain? If you want the rainbow, Well you gotta have the rain

There never was a love like mine for you Never was a love like mine All the other girls you may have met Never gave you love you’re gonna get There never was a torch that burned so blue Never was a love like mine … For you Listen I was young when I had Isaac In love and a little baby boy in my stomach All these feelings I can’t fight it Needlessly to say I was awfully excited But also kinda scared and a little undecided Look, parenthood can certainly be awesome But Drew was adamant that we consider all our options Babies aren’t cheap and they never let you sleep He ain’t even here yet and I’m turning and I’m tossing Now it’s twenty something years later I don’t think my love for Isaac could be any greater The other day he said something to me out the blue And it made me shed a tear so I’m sharing it with you Isaac— the boy across the street The boy whose many prayers made it destined you would meet The boy you used to throw rocks at his window just to see if he could kick it Y’all was just a couple misfits running up and down the street Isaac— the boy you call your brother Isn’t that the reason you call me your second mother? The boy who been your boy Had your back way back since the GameCube He looked me in my eyes to my surprise he said “thank you” I asked him “but for what?” He said “for listening to your head And all it had to say but following your heart instead Not to get political or anything like that But for people who can do this there is something to be said I think about it often when I’m laying in my bed How much you love and have always believed in me Shoulda said it sooner but I’m here to say it now Mom, I love you … Thank you for keeping me”